My Birthday Is Upon Us.

Wow, I am exactly 1 week from my 30th birthday and excitement doesn't even explain how I am feeling for whats in store in my future. With the Jesus grace and God's will I know I am gonna be alright. & just knowing that is what wakes me up each and every single day. My 20's had many ups and downs even a few heartbreaks coming from friendships as well as relationships ending but LOVE would honestly be the word I used to best describe it all. I learned who has my back and who doesn't. I have the realest surrounding me now with arms wide for hugs, shoulder to cry on, ears to listen and hearty chuckles waiting to flow with me. My Mama has become not only the woman who kissed my boo boo's as a child or taught me how to act like a lady but also my very dearest and trust worthy best friend. Our shopping outings I love, her dinner's she cooks for me often are bomb.com but what I cherish most in our talks while laying in bed opening my soul.
My job field is where I want to stay. My heart is in it, which direction I take I am still unsure but that's OK, I love what I do and for now that's all that matters. Doing what I do best I gave up 4 months of my 20's to move to southern California and help take care of a women who is in her 60's while she was going threw with loosing a breast to cancer and then chemotherapy. While sitting with her week after week and watching the patients go threw what they were, taught me so much more about life, the strengths one holds with in that we don't even realize and when faith is needed the Lord shines in ways never expected.
Home is where the heart is and that is right here on the Central Coast, God's most beautiful land. As much as I enjoyed So. Cal there is no place like home and Nor. Cal is my play ground. From the beautiful ocean to the mile high tree's. I could see myself in no other place but here.
I have learned so much about myself threw my faith which I was so blessed to be instilled with at such a young age. I found a church where I feel so much at home and a true yearning to learn. My pastor is not just a preacher, he is a teacher who keeps me wanting and needing more. I look forward to my weekly bible study and Sunday services as much as a child would look forward to a trip to a Disneyland. I am a baby in my Christianity and each little crawl forward is only 1 step closer to my Lord. My haters are only the devil in disguise trying to hinder each step I take, but I am happy to say they are nothing but stepping stones in this wonderful life of mine. I would never wish harm or malice on anyone even those who try to tarnish my name. Because at the end of the day there is only 1 man who can judge me. I have the 1's who love me in arms reach when I fall making sure I get right back up and help me brush myself off. With this I close... XOXO